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I fluctuate between joy and sorrow
I feel lucky that I'll even see tomorrow
A persistent fear that everything will collapse
Engulfed in confusion and I yearn for assistance
No one can tell me how I feel unless it's you
I'm on my knees practically
Every time I see you
So desperate for love and all of your acceptance
Anything you desire, even vengeance
But I know deep down
You wouldn't do the same for me
That's why you left me in that dead end
In that city
That city that me and you would explore
Together forever I said, but now you're gone
I'll just keep crying in my sleep
Since you won't do it for me
But I gave up my everything for you
Why can't you see?
Oh
I don't care how I look
Cause I know you've seen it before
And now I'm lost
I'm so lost
I'll feel all your negative thoughts for you
Since there's plenty of space left in here
Since you took that
And now I'm lost
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I'm so lost, so lost, so lost, so lost
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
I'm so lost, so lost, so lost, so lost (Oh)
(I'm so lost, I'm so lost)
(I'm so lost)