Sittin in my room
Feeling short on time
Head so heavy
Got something to do but all I do is stare at my phone
Keep thinking get up
Have friends to hit up
Was I born at the wrong place and time
Keep thinking get up
You shouldn't give up
I don't understand
My animal mind
I can't shake this feeling that we're messing up and no ones talking
Squealing toward the ceiling everybody wants to be on top
Staring at the sun like nothing's wrong the worlds still turning, hurting
Ourselves while we hurt each other up to us to make it stop
I don't wanna beat the clock
I don't want to lose
Wrestling with these hazy thoughts
Am I of any use?
Not apathy but
I'm too honest
I'm just being honest
Im too honest to move
Not apathy but
I'm too honest
I'm just being honest
Im too honest to move
Sittin in my room
Fingers crossed, I'm fine
My heart beats steady
Had so much to do but all I do is stare at my phone
Am I just lost in this place
A sea of faces and traits
So many minds
So much to say
Will we be gone without trace?
When something one of these days
Dangerous unwinds
What will we do?
I don't wanna beat the clock
I don't want to lose
Been fighting with these crazy thoughts
I can't take the abuse
Not apathy but
I'm too honest
I'm just being honest
Im too honest to move
Not apathy but
I'm too honest
I'm just being honest
Im too honest to move