Sometimes I feel monumental
Other times just mental
In need of a happening
To remind me of why I do anything
An angel lives on my shoulder
But I wish it was louder than the other
Little demon at odds
With the good thoughts I wanna hear
Kill the bad faith critic camped out in your mind
(The indecision)
Just saying it isn't enough to leave it behind
Curiosity's a hunger that never ends
(Don't be stupid)
Indulge bad habits, who cares if you alienate your friends
Eager justification
Of my indignation
It was warranted
I was justified
To keep the cycle of pain alive
I really wanna get better
More kind and less bitter
But then I hear a whisper
And chaos lives on in my arms
Good's an effort achieved by those who really try
(Still worth trying)
Not this measured dance in the dark to avoid leaving it behind
Life is short so we're forced to make do with what we have
(They don't matter)
If you want to live on top you should be willing to do what you can