Dust Video (MV)

Wanna tell my truth, but it hurts too much
Call a tow truck cause I'm stuck in the mud
I'll leave my car there cause it's easier to run
Running my whole life I'm exhausted as f*ck
At 18 years, you would thought I'd have enough
A never ending cycle that'll never be done
So ima ease my mind with my neighbor's shot gun
I hate my f*cking self no one taught me how to love
All I know is doing drugs while I'm wasting all my funds
Can't make any new friends never had day ones
Secrets stay hidden like some dust under a rug
I can't express shit always bottling it up
I fall apart to pieces, yeh I'm nothing but some crumbs
I pray to feel something, God I'm tired of feeling numb
I pray to feel something, God I'm tired of feeling numb
These days get colder while I'm falling out of touch
All I do is just compare myself to other people
And deep inside my mind I think I'll be another sequel
But I'm my own person why am I just overthinking
I think too much like to the point where I don't think we're equal
Now I'm robbing from myself, and thats just f*cking evil
And feeling sorry, cry for help, to validate my reason
My pride's in the way, I'm feeling so uneven
But that's behind me, f*ck it all todays' the day I'm leaving
Cant stay another day
I won't die here
Gotta run away
So I can think clear
Cant stay another day
I won't die here
Gotta run away
So I can think clear
Guess I gotta move on now
Um
Guess I gotta move on now
Guess I gotta move on now
Move on
Now