It's long after my world war is done
I'm standing here still
Waiting
No gun
But I fear now that I would
Crumble and break
Into a million pieces
If I don't start to change
Do I just
Take another pill
Make another pain
Cut another vein
I don't want the game
I just want to live
Time is running out
Gotta get this now
Heart is overdosed
Lying on the floor
Gotta breathe, somehow
Something's wrong with me
I can't seem to learn to just be happy
Caught up in my aftermath
Holding past like broken glass
Now I've cut myself too deep
Cnd I
Need to learn to just be happy
Caught up in my aftermath
Life is not an hourglass
Can't just flip time to get it back
Not everything in this life is a war
Tried so hard not to lose
Screaming out just being ignored
Damaged debris left by me
Cnd myself
Only us here in this cell
Of illusion no-one else
So I take another pill
Make another pain
Cut another vein
I don't want the game
I just wanna live
Coming into kill
Drowning in the flood
Left alone to die
I'm lost in this insane love
Something's wrong with me
I can't seem to learn to just be happy
Caught up in my aftermath
Holding past like broken glass
Now I've cut myself too deep
Cnd I
Need to learn to just be happy
Caught up in my aftermath
Life is not an hourglass
Can't just flip time to get it back