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Before I lay me down to sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Hope it's not too late for me
I used to numb myself with liquor and call it medication

I lost myself along the way, I lost this dedication
To writing music and staying true to myself
I used to be so attached, now I scream love is hell
I pray for everyone who took my name in vain

For the ones who call me sinner but they're still stuck up in their ways
If I die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take
And if I die, up in my sleep, I hope it's Jasmine who meets me at Heaven's gates
I pray for better days

It's been hard for me to be myself these days
When I'm reminded of the pain and I dream her pretty face
You were the first girl I could confide in to help me fight these monsters away
And shit just hasn't been the same

Since the day you passed away
F*ck