It's too much for me to deal with
All this love but I can't feel it
All this pain I got concealed in
All these emotions I'm just shielding
My thoughts, I can't reveal them
I'm alive but I'm not living
It's too much for me to deal with
It's too much for me to deal with
I been fighting my demons
I see them still scheming
Drugs, alcohol, and women
I can't tell the difference
I'm chasing these heathens
I'm wanting to leave it
But I can't cause I'll miss it
But I can't live how I'm living
It's too hard for me to see it
I gotta keep breathing
I gotta stop drinking
I gotta just leave it
No more overthinking
I can't keep sinking
Gotta rise to the ceiling
It's too much for me to deal with
All this love but I can't feel it
All this pain I got concealed in
All these emotions I'm just shielding
My thoughts, I can't reveal them
I'm alive but I'm not living
It's too much for me to deal with
It's too much for me to deal with
All I want is good vibes
Better days
Hope I make it through this rain
Staying up late nights
Tryna find a better way
Lost thoughts
By myself
Tryna reach the pearly gates
I don't know if I can,
Gotta reach a better state
Trying my best to elevate
Tryna find some better days
All these thoughts on replay
Gotta find the best escape
Leave the past in the rain
Let that pain just wash away
It's too much for me to deal with
All this love but I can't feel it
All this pain I got concealed in
All these emotions I'm just shielding
My thoughts, I can't reveal them
I'm alive but I'm not living
It's too much for me to deal with
It's too much for me to deal with