Never thought you'd hear this happening, did you
It's overdue, but it's time for my comeback to finally hit you
I thought about just singling one of you out, but I already did that
Maybe not in this context, but you've all had this coming, so spin that
Beats me why I didn't address all this sooner
I should've done it when I heard the rumor my head was telling me, but I wasn't sure
Then it turned out that it couldn't have been truer
You told me not to believe it, then you proved me right
I saw you up and leave
And turn me away and tell me the reason for that reaction was because of me
You darted, did a 180, walked away
I was stuck on hating you for so long, let it rule my brain
You all thought my loss was your gain, that getting rid of me was better for you
Up until that day, I never thought you had more than one face each
Till I heard that voicenotw speech
Now I know some things better left unsaid
But these thoughts for a year, they've begged me to put them in a song, but I left them on read
Wrote conversation instead
The more I waited, these thoughts changed
You're all lucky
I could've just thrashed you and said a lot of things, but that's all in the past now
So instead, let me ask you
How does it feel to know that the guy you almost ruined is on his way back
Told me a year, but I picked myself up and I dust myself off
I'm getting back on track
I thought I needed you
Didn't know what I was gonna do right when you left
Now I believe that I'm done with my grieving
I'm resurrecting the old me from the dead
Finally back like Arnie
Took 12 months after our barney for me to get fully over our parting
How did it feel
Don't get me started
Spent the time wondering when and how to write you all into a verse
Then it hit me, wow
You said your piece its fair game now
I'm airing this so I can finally bow out of this chapter
Regain the life that I had before you all thrust your knives into my back
Better perfect your dodge, cause I'm throwing them back
They've been dislodged
It's just by the skin of your teeth that you're even a memory
All the drama, it used to weigh heavily
But like a bench PB, I'll lifted that shit off my chest on the way to a better me