Holdin On (Updated) [feat. Corinne Stoddard] Video (MV)

I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to
But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through
I may be young but I know I really need you
So I'm just holdin on
Yeah
I'm just holdin on

So I'm just holdin on
Please don't try and hit me on my phone
Cause I'm working and I really think I need to be alone
2016 was a year and so I'm tryna write those wrongs
Double entendres
Cause I'm tryna write down these thoughts
And right these wrongs
I've been focused tryna fix these problems as they start to surface
Satans lurkin it don't matter cause this year I won't be hurtin
Imma go full attack
I know God got my back
Not every song finna slap
But every song got a message
I got some blessings from heaven that I know I don't deserve
It took a break up for me to realize all of my worth
I had some people who started with me ain't last cause they 1st
And I be lyin if I said that when she left it ain't hurt and
I felt nothing in church
I felt that way for a year and
I was faking these smiles hopin it tricked all my peers
I lost control of my vehicle it was so hard to steer
But I see grace up in that rear view mirror and it's closer than it appears

I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to
But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through
I may be young but I know I really need you
So I'm just holdin on
Yeah
I'm just holdin on

So I'm
Holding on to hope
And I'm here today because of Gods grace
Covered by the Holy Ghost
So there's no clouds on my sun rays
And I'm finna stay afloat
You can rock the boat
But imma stand tall
Imma take the hits
Finna sail away
Like old ships
My God
Help me to have faith to walk on water
Tryna graduate in faith but never leave my alma mater
That's facts though
Never takin L's I don't need those
You can take it back like a repo
Holdin on till my grave so
That's facts bro
And that's real
Too real
Hold up wait a minute how do you feel
Tryna make a change while I stay real
Lights on till I black out
Never did it your way
I was on my independent in the same place
I don't wanna run in this rat race
I just wanna be safe
Okay
Been on my own and I ain't see the plan
Working to get it for God and my fam
Making this music as long as I can
I am not perfect I'm only a man
But that won't stop me
Tell me do you copy
I'm just holdin on
Cause I know he got me

I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to
But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through
I may be young but I know I really need you
So I'm just holdin on
Yeah
I'm just holdin on