Counting To Breath Video (MV)

Clouded mind I'm tired of life
Everything's a routine we survive
Sleep and eat eat and sleep
Same patterns on the wall so bleak
So bleak
Same pictures in my head
Thoughts don't change in this bed
A mess on the table mess in my head
Silence on the phone emotions unstable
One two three four five
Counting numbers to feel alive
Six and seven eight nine ten
Just trying to breathe again
How dare you say those lies
Made me cry with empty eyes
Turned around said goodbye
Oh my gosh I feel so dry
How dare you say those lies
Made me cry with empty eyes
Turned around said goodbye
Oh my gosh I feel so dry
Feeling dumb I can't deny
Had to hear your alibi
Screams in my head so loud
Silence never felt so proud
I'm drowning in the water the waves cover my head
Again and again don't let me swim to the top I'm feeling dead
Pressure's pulling me under I can barely breathe
Struggling to rise but the current won't leave
Each gasp for air is a fight I can't win
Darkness all around pulling me back in
Every time I break the surface another wave comes
Knocking me down making my body feel numb
Lost in the depths can't see the light
Trapped in this struggle no end in sight
One two three four five
Counting numbers to feel alive
Six and seven eight nine ten
Just trying to breathe again
Counting numbers sinking below
In this endless dark there's no glow
Step by step I'm losing my way
In this life I'm not okay
The anxiety consumes it's here to stay
Lost in the chaos I can't find the light of day
How dare you say those lies
Made me cry with empty eyes
Turned around said goodbye
Oh my gosh I feel so dry
How dare you say those lies
Made me cry with empty eyes
Turned around said goodbye
Oh my gosh I feel so dry
Feeling dumb I can't deny
Had to hear your alibi
Screams in my head so loud
Silence never felt so proud
I 'm sinking below
In this endless dark there's no glow
Step by step I'm losing my way
In this life I'm not okay
The anxiety consumes it's here to stay
Lost in the chaos I can't find the light of day