I'M A MESS Video (MV)

If you could ask me
One thing I would change about the past we
Would've stayed in Oregon everlasting
But you're not here
You're not here
And if you could see me
You'd see the tears underneath all this bleeding
I'd never wanted harm for you believe me
But I still fear
I still fear
That I'm a mess
I'm not okay
I never meant for it to end this way
Throughout my life
I've gave you love
I've tried my best
But it was not enough
Hey
If I could ask you
One thing you would change about the past too
Would you take anything we had back oo
Or leave it there
Leave it there
And if I could hear you
I'd revel in the bliss of being near you
I'd give all that I have to take your tears too
But I'm still scared
I'm still scared
That I'm a mess
I'm not okay
I never meant for it to end this way
Throughout my life
I've gave you love
I've tried my best
But it was not enough
Hey
So with a breaking heart
He throws stones at it until it runs away
You want Cece to go away?
No
I want her to be happy
Cause when you care about somebody
You do what's
You do what's best for them
Even if its sucks for you
Ooo ooo ooo
Ooo ooo ooo
Ooo ooo ooo
If you could hold me
You'd feel how cold I am under this clothing
I'm sorry that I couldn't stay the old me
I can't let go I can't let go I can't let go I can't let go
I know I'm smiling right now
But I feel terrible
I'm so happy
That you feel terrible
It's a devastating breakup
And then we lived together
It's tricky ya know?
I really thought we had a future together
Yeah saw the whole thing
The whole thing