I miss the moonlit talks on the dock
Butterflies when my phone went *ding*
And the parties when I didn't even drink
Cause I wanted to remember everything
Spent a couple years building up these walls
If I recall the construction was top notch
Promised all my tears we would never fall
But somehow you found a soft spot
Somewhere in the middle of my sense of humor
And my sense of purpose
A love of music and a heart for service
Worries faded and feelings surfaced
I caught the wave and I started surfing
You felt the same but in your words,
"It's too complicated," I wasn't worth it
Damn
I wish I could express what I felt
Right then and there in that coffee shop
I miss the moonlit talks on the dock
Butterflies that I though would never end
And it don't make sense in retrospect
All I know is I deserve a better friend