Dark Skies - Suicidality Lyrics

I'm so sick of depression
Cuz there's a literal pressure
That presses you down like when you don't wanna get out of bed
Why do you think I fled
Ready to jump from that ledge
They say it's all in my head here just take these meds
Nah doc f*ck it, I just wanna be dead

All these days are hazy
It's like I'm stuck in a daze
Tryna get outta this f*ckin maze
But I may just decay
I'm not okay
I can't take this for another f*ckin day

They say have hope but what is hope
When there's no way to cope
I can't take it nope
I'm not gonna make it
I can't even fake it

So this is it I grab a knife and make a deep slit
Right over a vein
Cuz my life is vain
And I'm tired of being in f*cking pain
Like a flood the blood
Flows down my arm over my other scars
Oh shit I'm starting to see stars
No more crying
I'm dying
No more time
I'm gonna die, f*ck it
I guess this is goodbye