Dark Star Chasm - Crushed Lyrics

Here's where I withdraw
I loved you more, where words can never go
And I hoped for more but never could say
"I've always known that feelings go away"
But, even when we are no more
I still have a dream
When the hurt goes away
I still dream of you

Day and night I'm in the quiet room
Now wondering how I got here
I find it hard to say the things I wanted to
"I know you are afraid to be near
Afraid you might disappear"
Oh, oh, you've always been that way
But, even when we are no more
I still have a dream
When the hurt goes away
I still dream of you

Every dream returns to earth
The rain that comes down
Washes up the tears I call "myself"
My soul is crushed, crushed, crushed by you
Even when we are no more
I still have a dream
When the hurt goes away
I still dream of you

The past reassembles itself after a dream like that
It's like you're still dreaming because it's stranger now than before you woke up
I'm breathing deeper than reality
And I know I'm alive
The patterns I use to understand the past had to be broken
Because the future exploded
And if I had tried to partition it
And slowly put it inside me
It would have diluted me into nothingness
Alive and dead are the undefined points at infinity
I don't know where I am, but my soul is
Crushed, crushed, crushed by you
Crushed by you