I been going too hard
I been going too hard, I been going too hard
I been going too hard
Status quo for the suckers
Hour in, hour out
Shitty job, keep quiet, no ruckus
Keep my heart bound
Late nights, heart racing
Can't slow down
Can't drift off
When I finally rest
Heavy REM hits my eyelids
Reality curls, see other worlds and
One of them has you
A bubble where I can just laugh
Tell you how I feel and you match it
My mood swells
I feel happy if just for a few moments
And then I wake up
I been going too hard
I been going too hard, I been going too hard, I been going too hard
I been going too hard
Pitch black all around
All I see is my house
The light spills out
I walk up the steps
The shape of my mom
I see her face and then I wake up
I been going too hard
I been going too hard, I been going too hard
I been going too hard
You barely see me
I'm hardly stupid
But my heart isn't stooping
So if you hear this and hate me
Just know I'm trying to stop it
But I can't help myself
And her name is