Darkninja - (Not) Stable Lyrics

Suicidal, I make not make it
I hope you wait for me
Basket case, I might switch my face
And if I'm still here, homie better pray for me
And if you're made for me
Do I hold back, and let it weigh on me
Face my fears, and bleed out the sea
Cause this dick ain't free, but it sure ain't wealthy
I'm sprouting money trees
Interlace my lines
Codec in my rhymes
Bitch you better f*cking
Hit me on my line
I ain't Kodak, I won't beat you
But I'm prolly still a waste of time
Hide away and grind
Still obtuse with my rhymes
What I'm saying is
I think I f*cking love you
And I wanna know if I'm just wasting time
Still thinking I'm a waste of time
Self esteem, raise it up
Pretty risky, so I duck
I'm a coward, never test my luck
Whippin' off the cuffs
Sedated or erupt
If I never found another woman, I'd just call it luck
I can't trust myself, I'm still f*cking stuck