I remember days back when my heart was blue
Back in high school yeah, class of 22
Anxiety, depression had me thinking what to do
Never had somebody who could really pull me through
To the bright side
Where there's only pretty girls with the nice eyes
Where nobody needs drugs just to feel right
Where you don't need money just to love life
Walking in the halls
And I'm talking to a friend
He just got a call
Someone wants their life to end
Aye
I don't want your life to end
Aye
Please don't want your life to end
I'm a mess, need to find my happiness
Need a girl who will love me even through all of the stress
Need a homie who can help me out through all of the rest
And I need to blow up cause that would be the best
Whats wrong, why you crying?
Whose the next person who dying?
Will it be the drugs or will it be the feelings deep inside them?
I ask myself those questions every day
Cause I'm just tryna figure out if I'll be okay
Will I be okay?
I am not okay
I remember days back when my heart was blue
Back in high school yeah, class of 22
Anxiety, depression had me thinking what to do
Never had somebody who could really pull me through
To the bright side
Where there's only pretty girls with the nice eyes
Where nobody needs drugs just to feel right
Where you don't need money just to love life
In a room full of people and I'm feeling all alone
Still gonna feel this way even when I'm widely known
Aye
How you feeling on that throne?
Aye
Are you really on that throne?
Everybody is addicted
And no one gets evicted
Its just a messed up system
And no one cares to listen
About our true problems
But someone needs to solve them
Cause its too hard living life with all these toxins
Don't let em get you down
You don't gotta frown
Just know that you're always gonna have a friend around
And something else I have to let you know
If you're barely holding on don't let go
Don't let go
You can't let go
I'm living through days where my heart is super blue
I'm a sophomore in the class of 22
Anxiety, depression has me thinking what to do
I just need somebody who could pull me through