Welcome to the beast house, your back so soon
Like youve never been, on every full moon
And I am starting to realize for the first time
If I dont get out soon, Im really going to die
As though it is meant to be i cant think straight
My mind is a blur and it is fluttering with hate
To the beast I am nothing, or so shell say
Here in the lair, trying not to see another day
Because pain heals in time
Soon we will all die
Now you can f*ck god because I am still alive
Things will get better, or so the beast will sing
but nothing has changed, its the same f*cking thing
Its last breakdown, it f*cking flew
Cursing of dissaproval on everything I do
If this will continue, f*cking tell me atleast
Because someday my spirit will rest in peace
To the beast I have nothing important to say
Now in the forest wondering if Ill see another day
Or if I will be saved in time
Not left here to die
And I F*cking blambe god because Im still alive
But there is new hope with a blessing from a friend
I can defeat the beast and be standing at the end
Because I will no longer f*cking bleed
For the addiction that i would feed
I kept telling myself it is all in my head
The rejection is killing me, but Im already dead
I dont care anymore what the beast will say
Still breathing the air, thankful I woke up today
I have yet to be saved in time,
But i no longer wish to die
And I thank god because I made it alive.