David Near - Desensitized Lyrics

Sick thoughts keep coming over me, This torture happens endlessly
This thinking keeps me up at night, I've got a f*cked up mind
Chaotic, as it seems to be, I told you stay away from me
Cause I'd choose dying in my mind, than ever living by your side
The future fades, with f*cking hand grenades
Forget the accolades, just be a renegade
The world is in decline, it's time to redesign
The ones who drew the line, nothing, no one, left behind

All alone with something I designed
And now you're trapped inside, and I'm desensitized
Dead bodies all around me

There's something left that isn't right, and now you're begging for a sign
I let this darkness out of me, the only choice that sets me free
The fire burns inside my mind, I wanna leave this world behind
I'd rather live inside my mind, than stand by your side
The future fades, with f*cking hand grenades
Forget the accolades, just be a renegade
The world is in decline, it's time to redesign
The ones who drew the line, nothing, no one, left behind

All alone with something I designed
And now you're trapped inside, and I'm desensitized
Dead bodies all around me

Oh god... it's over. It's gone... I know it
Never rise above it, Never will die by your side
On my own, dying calls me, on my throne, death is coming
The future fades, with f*cking hand grenades
Forget the accolades, just be a renegade
The world is in decline, it's time to redesign
The ones who drew the line, nothing, no one, left behind

All alone with something I designed
And now you're trapped inside, and I'm desensitized
Dead bodies all around me