Mercurial (Gemini Intro) Video (MV)

I am Gemini all the way through
Very indecisive, I can't make up my mind
When options are endless I'm often confused
When understanding both sides
I can see sense in 2 different view points at the same time
Introvert in mind, extrovert at heart
The glass to me is half empty to an extent and almost full
It all makes sense if you dont think too hard
Two different sides to me
Two different people live inside of me
I'm not sure who I'm trying to be
I guess it will be a surprise to me
Happy go lucky with that upbeat tempo
Then I put on black, Jim Crow
I'm sucked into a black hole
My emotions become flat, a Plateau
My only friends are my reflection and shadow
They say its a phase that I'll outgrow
Thoughts of suicide like Romeo
Juliette calms me down, my alter hoe
Get through the night, wait till tomorrow
When you wake up with that afterglow
And walk around like Calypso
Until nighttime comes around and its back to the black we go
And back to the tobacco
And a bottle of vicodin to go
I walk between 2 mirrors and use them the way a scientist would use a microscope
Viewing specimens, cataloging minutiae
Taking notes for my mental Rolodex
See they go on to infinity
I move my mouth and a silent cacophony roars back at me
Chatterboxes, all of them
I am a masticating wolf
Mated for life, raising kits to live their truth
Raising Cain in Luna's light
I am a stiff peacock
Male of course, with turquoise and purples
Preening and strutting
I am a deer
Flitting away shyly into the bush
When bullies are about, being arrogant and pompous
I am Gemini
A mercurial changeling
A shapeshifter
I am a lion
Defending my pride
I will tear your limbs off if you double cross me
I am a raccoon
Clever and slick
Masking my feelings because I trust no one
I am a puppy in your lap
Falling in love with you
Push me to the floor, smack me
But I will still love you
I am a writer, a reader
A poet, an artist
A lover, a critic
A gentle breeze at night
I am a cyclone in your mind
I form storms against the whirlwind
Solving problems my dreamer self could never have tackled
Consternation felt by a librarian who thought she knew me well
Which made me laugh
As I do not even know myself
Day to day
As I am Gemini
Mercurial
A changeling
Phoenix, impatiently running through one quest to another
Don Quixote in drag
Loving and hating it at the same time
A variety of personalities just like the Horde
Lying in wait ready for action at a second's notice
I smell the trees
A bee might trigger one which had lay dormant for years
But for now I'm running through the motions and logic
I am Gemini
Emotions and Logic
David Nifty