(I got trouble shutting off my mind)
(I got trouble shutting off my mind)
I overthink and think about the times you hurt me
I gave you my heart and you hurt me
But who am I to hold it
Hold it against you
Hold it against you
I built up these walls so high
Because I'm tired of disappointment
At some point you get tired of the lies
And the way they avoid you
Jesus you know that I'm trying
They'd rather create some distance
And claim that I'm distant
And go treat me wrong like I did something
I know it still hurts
The longer I take to let go
The more it gets worse
It gets worse now
I know I got to deal with my pride
So I can have peace inside
I want to let my heart realign
And trust that you'll help me leave it behind
I overthink and think about the times you hurt me
I gave you my heart and you hurt me
But who am I to hold it
Hold it against you
Hold it against you
You set a table before me
In the midst of my enemies
If you're doing a new thing
Can you help me let go of me?
I know I keep running away from a past that hasn't passed away
Because all of that anger don't last unless you stash away
Now I can't sleep unless I see what's the intention
I can't keep questioning if there's exceptions to redemption
And wave your past in your face with condescension
Jesus said 7 times 70 and a clear punctuation
(I got trouble shutting off my mind)
A clear punctuation
(I got trouble shutting off my mind)
(I got trouble shutting off my mind)
A clear punctuation
(I got trouble shutting off my mind)