I still sleep with the blanket you bought me
Not for sentimental reasons, but damn that shits soft
And for my next girlfriend, I hope she understand
And don't get pissed at me for holding on
To any memories, it don't even got that much
Just my birthday cause that was when I first got play
I had her dripping wet, I licked it up cause I don't waste
But now it's in the past, thats a fact I'm happy to say
I dropped my ex, she caused me too much hate
Took better care of my lungs, I finally gave up the vape
Put all my hurt in these songs so I don't ever feel pain
And they would only be wrong if they said I ain't
A different person than I was four months ago
I was always doped up, I didn't know how to cope
Didn't know who I was, I was just John Doe
But nowadays I'm in a lane I can call my own and
I, don't regret a single thing I did or word I ever said
When I'm up late thinking I'm hoping things are okay for
You, don't fill my mind with your contempt
And now I see my true worth
And the purpose I intend to serve
I, I don't regret losing you
Drowning in sorrow made me rise
And I assume you realized too
I hope you have a good night
Yea and please don't lie to me
With your bullshit saying that you're proud of me
Used to believe I was a reverse prodigy
But now I've always had this shit inside of me
Just need to find the key
The key is honesty
And honestly
I couldn't get to where I am without me dropping you
This shit was meant to be
I caused and got a lot of pain but still I gotta say there's nothing I would change
But if I had the opportunity to do a different thing nowadays then I prolly would take it
Cause I can look in the mirror, see my mistakes and I face them
And that's a fact that I'm glad that I'm able to say
I, don't regret a single thing
I did or word I ever said
When I'm up late thinking
I'm hoping things are okay for
You, don't fill my mind with your contempt
And now I see my true worth
And the purpose I intend to serve
I, I don't regret losing you
Drowning in sorrow made me rise
And I assume you realized too
I hope you have a good night