Dawson Samuel & J Taylor - When I Doubt Lyrics

In this violent sea of my never ending doubts
I try to breathe, relentlessly waves crash down

Yea, wind on my face, and salt on my skin
I float with the waves, 'cause I can't swim
Drift miles away, land nowhere in sight
As I'm flat on my back, just tryna survive
In my sea of doubts, someone let me out
All I see is water flowin' all around
Right up to my neck, goin' in my mouth
Fillin' up my lungs, things are going south
But the funny thing is I had a drought
Prayed for rain, but it washed me out
'Cause when it came down it soaked the ground
Wasn't ready, not for that amount!

Cuz all I, all I know is
I'm lost inside an ocean
Going through the motions
I don't even notice
All I, all I see is
Myself slowing sinkin'
Right down to the deepest
Picking up the pieces

In this violent sea of my never ending doubts
I try to breathe, relentlessly waves crash down
In this angry tide, it's inevitable I'll drown
Will you calm the skies? Help me trust in you when I doubt

I've been sailin' this sea way too long
Here on my own
I keep fallin' short, just don't have the trust to make it to shore
I try to move but I'm petrified, the solution to doubt is genocide
It's like I'm caught in between the lines because trustin' today is suicide
The waves are crashin' in, there's blood in the water and it's gettin' thicker
Attractin' the evils, it's painting a picture
I'm prayin' to Jesus to move this boat quicker
There's holes in the ground, I'm beginning to sink
Dear lord, help me
I'm weak, I need
You here please, please patch this leak

All I, all I know is
I'm lost inside an ocean
I'm petrified, I'm frozen
Caught up in this moment
All I, all I see is
Myself slowly sinkin'
Right down to the deepest
My life nearly ceases

In this violent sea of my never ending doubts
I try to breathe, relentlessly waves crash down
In this angry tide, it's inevitable I'll drown
Will you calm the skies? Help me trust in you when I doubt