Why is it now I forgive it all?
Why is now feel like I'm the cause?
Cry my eyes out as I let 'em fall
Roll on the ground and they hit the wall
Demons had had you stuck in their claws
Another life sold to fentanyl
You gave me wounds, couldn't heal with gauze
I couldn't tell you I love you ma
I wanted to see you get on your feet
I didn't know that you couldn't crawl
I was too broken to get involved
I was too broken to get involved
I was too scared once again you'd be gone
See all of those years once again you'd be gone
I was too scared once again you'd be gone
So I couldn't tell you I love you ma
Another day another night up
4 AM my mind stuck on you
Nowadays got dying luck
Nowadays feel dreams don't come true
Nowadays you lie in mud
How the f*ck am I 'sposed to continue
All my tears all dried up
How the f*ck am I 'sposed to forget you
Memories haunt me
Demons won't get off me now
Whispering softly
Of a corpse which I'm soul bound
Dreams of a hatchling
With a nest burnt to the ground
You're gone
But the world's still going 'round