I thought I knew
What I wanted
The years ticked by
And nothing changed
It's all the same
I'm wasting days
Trying to find reasons to stay
I've got none
Everyday's the same
An early exit may seem selfish
I swear I'm trying
I still think about dying
I know it's pathetic to wish that I'd end it
Everything is coming down, down on me
I told you I was trying to get my shit together
But I did what I do best
And I let you down
I'm broken, fragile and I'm weak
I can't seem to catch my feet
I'm falling down again
An early exit may seem selfish
I swear I'm trying
I still think about dying
I know it's pathetic to wish that I'd end it
Everything is coming down, down on me
An early exit may seem selfish
I said that I'm trying
I still feel like dying
I know I'm pathetic
You don't f*cking get it