Composure Video (MV)

Allow me to find composure
In the silence between my words
My nails keep drowning in my skin
Trying to release despair in vain
While attempting to relieve my breath
Be careful of the poison in my veins
Another desperate breath
While I'm braiding words and death
Stop the bleeding with the blade
And push it deep until it fades
These scars are polaroids
Reminding me how much I am a weight
I'm drowning myself to avoid the dread
Of watching another single glimpse of light
Blind me again
Strip me of my eyes
Allow me to find composure
In the silence between my words
Bony fingers caress my neck
I've embraced them one too many times
Tighten these hands a little more
So I can finally breathe fine
My nails keep drowning in my skin
Trying to release despair
While attempting to relieve my breath
Be careful of the poison in my veins
Flowers blossom each time
Just to find death again
I'm changing just to try
To alleviate the poison in my veins
Allow me to find composure
In the silence between my words
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, blacked out