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Trace the difference between
My wishes and my actions
From what I really do
Despite my intentions
Every single deathwish
Is another refraction
Of what I think I am
And what I consider Hell
Wandering through the spheres
Losing connection to the senses
Where not even memories can stay
I drag my homeless limbs
Until I fall
Sudden realization
Time's passed while I wasn't home
I fall
Shocking realization
Trying to recollect sensations I don't own
Sensations I don't own anymore
Wandering through the spheres
I let my breath slip away between my fingers
Trace the difference between
My wishes and my actions
From what I really do
Despite my intentions
Every single deathwish
Is another refraction
Of what I think I am
And what I consider Hell
How many things am I going to lose?
Will I discover my brain miss a fuse?
I swear my head will cause my end
And I still let my consciousness
Escape my hands
When I regain my conscious state
I remember how the concrete taste
Wandering through the spheres
I let my breath slip away between my fingers