Dēdric Dean - M.U.D. (feat. Coco Zee & James DeMarco) Lyrics

This a cry for help and it's to myself
How many more songs can I write till I
Got nothing to feel
Empty out the bottle and emotions get spilled
Everyday got so much to say
Keep it in my head like it's trapped in a cage
Don't know when I turned mute
Only time I'm comfortable is speaking to you
Too much to do too little time
I climb to the top just to fall down the other side
I don't want to get stuck but I'm stuck in the mud
Only time will tell
Ain't been feeling well
Run in circles like a dog trying to catch his tail
Sitting on the shelf collecting dust
Wonder if it's still there when you're waking up
Keep your letters in my console
Only read em when it feel like tomorrow
Is just too much or I'm feeling stuck
Pray for rain so the quicksand turn to mud
Too much to do too little time
I climb to the top just to fall down the other side
I don't want to get stuck but I'm stuck in the mud
Constant swerving and curving the world freeze up and it's burning
It got me tossing and turning but I'm a get my sleep
Seven days makes one weak if I don't
Read eat chief speak lead just be free
In the poppies getting stung by a hive of bees
And it's ironic because I'm in the mud up to my knees
Vulnerable and exposed
Now the wasp in the grave where our urges had to go