Dead Before Impact - Disorder Lyrics

My mind is eating at my brain again
Cutting away leaves me suffering
Now I know that I can't refrain
From putting the target on my back
The ending stays the same
In the eye of the storm I find my peace
But now I need to find a release
My disorder commands me now
Up and down I wonder how
Do I find the way back home
How do I kill this part of me
My disorder takes control of me
Up and down there goes my head again
Why can't things just slow down for a f*cking day
Still trying to fight a war that I can't win
Trying to be the man I am and never run away
So
In the eye of the storm I find my peace
But now I need to find a release
My disorder commands me now
Up and down I wonder how
Do I find the way back home
How do I kill this part of me
My disorder takes control of me
Oh
Who
Ah
No
My disorder commands me now
Up and down I wonder how
Do I find the way back home
How do I kill this part of me
My disorder takes control of me