Deadflower - I'm Getting Better Lyrics

I made a deal with the devil
He can drag me right to hell if it means she's safe
Got a letter from God, he told me that he's proud I still got so much faith
You don't know what I'm running from
You don't know what I'm running from
You don't know what I'm running from
The past will always haunt, but that don't mean it can't change
I've been falling into habits, I been swerving different lanes
She told me that she loved me, but can't deal with all the drugs
So what's the point of all this shit if it doesn't end with us?
I know you have reasons to believe that I ain't changing
But I'm done with being stuck, so let me show that I still give a f*ck
You don't know where my head has gone
I'm finally picking up my pieces, I know it's for a reason
I can't fight until I give it all
I'm so tired of these feelings and the person I've been being
Better, better, better, better, yeah
Better, better, better, yeah, yeah
I know you said we were never, but I swear I'm getting better
I know you said we were never, but I swear I'm getting better
Made a deal with the devil, he can drag me right to hell if it means she's safe
Got a letter from God, but he can only help if I say I'm saved
You don't know what I'm running from
You don't know what I'm running from
You don't know what I'm running from
Girl if you could only read my mind, you'd know that everything's not fine
And I don't mean to waste your time and I can't make you stay all night
I already know you've been alright, but does he really know you're mine?
I can't wash away these lies, no I can't wash away these lies
I'm all alone right now and nobody can hear me, can somebody help me? (Help me)
I'm all alone right now and nobody can hear me, can somebody help me?
You don't know where my head has gone
I'm finally picking up my pieces, I know it's for a reason
I can't fight until I give it all
I'm so tired of these feelings and the person I've been being
Better, better, better, better, yeah
Better, better, better, yeah, yeah
I know you said we were never, but I swear I'm getting better
I know you said we were never, but I swear I'm getting better