Get Up Video (MV)

I'm here to tell my truth you see the Mess I'm in turn its my fault,
Time to stop the blame, excusing things my actions are all wrong
My mother's suicide my daddies angry ways
Have left holes in my heart
Help me enough to f up and shut down

How do I get back what I lost
How do I shine again
How do I fight off the evil that plagues my soul
How do I love again without conditions sellby or an asking price
How do I ask for forgiveness
I really need your forgiveness

I should of stood my ground when I lost my hope
I really lost my mind but if i hit the ground
I'm gonna get up get up get up ×2

it's hard to express these words so microscope squared more exposed
I screamed and smashed up things lost the will to love no level head anger won
I went so overboard so I feel
ashamed when I look in the mirror
Yeah I danced with the devil
I really f with the devil
How do I get back what I love
How do I shine again
How I fight off the evil that plagues my soul

How do I love again without condition or an asking price
how do I ask for forgiveness
I really need your forgiveness

I should of stood my ground when I lost my hope i really lost my mind but if i hit the ground
I'm gonna get up get up get up ×2

if jokers will gudge
Il stick it to you
you have no clue what I'm going trough
don't tell me I'l fail
get out of my face
so watch your back
I'm getting up

I should of stood my ground when I lost my hope i really lost my mind but if i hit the ground
I'm gonna get up get up get up ×3