Death Be Not Proud - Resist Lyrics

I cannot turn away
From my ruin and internal decay
I cannot feign blinded eyes to my sick state of
Disarray
A story turning out the same
Shame is just one mere way to describe this state

I must end this sick cycle

A pull, a tug magnetic
Tempting to satiate
With its gilded allure
Addictions override

Guilt-ridden sentiments
Perpetuating
This struggle within
No one else can see

Lead me out of this darkness
Give me the strength to resist my demons