Woke up in a sweat thinking oh shit what did I just do
Something I said I would never do I lied to you
Feeling the lowest I have felt in a long time
Breaking everyone's trust including mine
Thank the universe it was a using nightmare
Reminds me that I am never over this disease
It will never end it will never cease
It doesn't discriminate it doesn't care
Breaking and ending what I've been fighting for
Every single thing gets thrown out the door
Feeling of relief blankets over me
Unfortunately for some this isn't a dream
Thank the universe it was a using nightmare
Reminds me that I am never over this disease
It will never end it will never cease
It doesn't discriminate it doesn't care