Decks - hey Lyrics

I been missing you for months, maybe years now
Everything was fine until I left but I see clear now
Call you hoping that we could go back but I don't think though
It's a stupid f*cking problem I can't say no
Hey, tell me, would you come back?
All the time we spent together would you throw it all away?
Hey, maybe, I'm just upset that
You were the best I ever had and now I'm living with the pain.
(Another text, another call with no reply)
Another text another call with no reply
I thought we loved each other, guess that was a lie
Tell me something that I don't know
Your words always feel like a low blow
Remember you through our photos
Friends asking if I'm okay, man I don't know
She was my saving grace
Pushing my thoughts away
Thinking of her while she's happy with him
Man I'm such a waste of space
It's hard for me to say
The words inside my brain
I'm happy for her but it shouldn't be him
But I f*cked it up again
I f*cked it up again
I been missing you for months, maybe years now
Everything was fine until I left but I see clear now
Call you hoping that we could go back but I don't think though
It's a stupid f*cking problem I can't say no
Hey, tell me, would you come back?
All the time we spent together would you throw it all away?
Hey, maybe, I'm just upset that
You were the best I ever had and now I'm living with the pain.