Dee It’s Me - Nocturnal Lyrics

She got me nocturnal and jotting in my journal
Nocturnal, this song is stuck in rehearsal
Nocturnal and jotting in my journal
Nocturnal, this song is stuck in re-
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Every time the feel from the blast changes
I'm past expiration, I'm half a man and I'm castrated
And every time I feel like I half made it
Cuz I don't have what it takes or go all in with the stakes
Plus I could never treat you like the third group of puppies
I think I'll want you long as stars are above me
I feel like nothing
Every time I'm looking up at them
Lump in my throat clutching
All the things I could have said when I'm bugging
I hope you want me
Cuz I only see you even when I'm with all my buddies
And I only see you when I close my eyes while I'm
And every time I reach out I pray I'm not disrupting
And every moment alone I pray that we're still talking
It all leads back to her

You don't know how much I'd do to be there
You haven't a single clue I'm prepared
I could finally be truly repaired
I could finally eat food and breathe air
I'll see you by the water
I somehow lose all my blues when we stare
We can hang out all night long
Please don't get it misconstrued or be scared
I only wanna wake to you and sleep there
Taking Ubers home at two I don't see the fare