DEE Queen Rose - This Hurt Lyrics

Love has a price to pay and it's never the cheapest

I'm holding on to a soul
Don't want to let go
I can't let us fall
I been down that road
These tables they turn
Oh yea they will turn
Your love hated me
But karma will have it's turn
I'm pouring up remy and I'm rolling a ton
A lot of thoughts in my head and lots of kush in my lungs
For me it wasn't fun
But I cannot run when I believe in some
So I will have my turn

I'm holding on to a soul
Don't want to let go
Squeezing tight on your fingers thru your eyes I seen your soul
If this time effect your mind, then this tight grip will slip
Then the sweet taste of my lips will turn into a toxic kiss
Got me sipping this potion hoping for what do not exist
Lost in possibilities just trying to make me fit
Damn, why am I doing this
Guess I was use to the dark got lost inside your abyss
Your Love was like math a lot false equations
I'm not regretting I'm just saying your ways made it complicated
There was no touch no embrace
You ran the streets instead
This remy that I'm sipping got me inside my head

I'm holding on to a soul
Don't want to let go
I can't let us fall
I been down that road
These tables they turn
Oh yea they will turn
Your love hated me
But karma will have it's turn
I'm pouring up remy and I'm rolling a ton
A lot of thoughts in my head and lots of kush in my lungs
For me it wasn't fun
But I cannot run when I believe in some
So I will have my turn

I soaked in your words as they covered me in bleach
I would kneel at your alter and you would preach to me
Sold me a couple lies but didn't buy me anything
Gave you my all not knowing we'll fall eventually
I'm sitting here smoking drinking and I am thinking
All these thoughts in my head haunting me when I'm sleeping
How you spreading your seeds when you were with me
We was Planning for a child I guess u aborted me
Dysfunction
Love yourself so you can love me
Those red flags we're all at my feet
Never break your code don't be too sweet
I thought you was my missing piece but you puzzled me
I wanted you worst
More than cash in my purse
Now I sip and pour more
Damn look at this hurt