Giving me anxiety
Smoking all these cigarettes
I'm f*cking up my lungs
Don't know if I can stand this test
Fight demons up inside of me
Think about it every day
They all tell me no
And my demons always know best
Would you even miss me?
All the f*cking girls leave
All the girls cheat
Just a part of my history
I can tell that you don't care
By the way that ya kiss me
I'm just really sick of the mysteries
Wonder if you'll hear this
Are you listening?
Know you're not listening
Cuz you're not bitching
Why you so distant?
What am I missing?
Where's your ambition?
Fell in love with a ghost girl
She take over my world
Going insane
Cuz the silence
Always see her face
On the inside of my eyelids
It all went right
Except for our shitty timing
Lie and say I do not miss you
Know I do
Cuz I got issues
I can't eat
And I can't sleep
I can't help that I'm obsessed
Without you i am so depressed
Nothin sides you up in my head
Don't blame yourself I end up dead
I love too hard
Yeah I know it
Fell in love with a ghost girl
She take over my world
Going insane
Cuz the silence
Always see her face
On the inside of my eyelids
It all went right
Except for our shitty timing
You treat me like a ghost, girl
I gave you the whole world
But you had to go and f*ck it up
But now I do the most girl
Singing to the whole world
You ain't gonna come back to f*ck it up
And even though you're gone now
I don't even know how
You could even come back into my life
You tried to f*ck it all up
Thought that we were grown up
Guess we're not really that much alike