deeprest - Say You Love Me Lyrics

Smoke a joint
In my room
On the bed
All alone
Check my phone
You ain't text yet
You online tho
End it through a text
You ain't got no spine, no
Took my coke
Didn't wanna do a line tho
If home is where the heart is
Where the f*ck is my home
What's going through your head?
Yeah, f*ck if I know
Why you acting so upset?
You laid the line down
I'll pretend to be okay
But I wanna f*cking die
I ain't even gonna try
To tell you a f*ckin lie
Wish I had the balls to pull the trigger
I don't wanna spend this winter
On my own
I don't wanna face life on my own
Say you love me one more time
Even if it's a f*cking lie
Only you make me feel alive
I wish we had just one more night
I'm going mental just by looking at your f*cking picture
Broke my toe cuz I kicked a wall
Yeah what a f*cking winner
I need to let my anger cool
But it won't f*cking simmer
The bright lights that I saw
Are getting a lot f*cking dimmer
Shits changed
You're still always on my brain
Am I in love or pain?
Nowadays they feel the same
I'mma drive in my own lane
Spending every single day
Wondering if I coulda changed your mind in some f*cking way
How you let go of somebody that you really love?
It's hard when nobody ever thinks you'll ever be enough
I know you don't need to tell you that life is tough
Please know that you're valued
That you are more than enough
I get sick of jumping through the hoops
You wont believe this shit
Future looking bright
Talking "hi Mom" I'm on TV and shit
100 thousand plays
I can't believe that I am seeing this
I delete my old tracks
Listen up
I'll be deleting this
Say you love me one more time
Even if it's a f*cking lie
Only you make me feel alive
I wish we had just one more night
I wish that I would feel alright
I hate the thought of other guys
Gripping the inside of your thigh
Don't think that I can say goodbye