Broken Halo Video (MV)

Tell me it ain't real
Say it to my face
Say that I'm making this up to pretend I'm in pain
Tell me I have normal transmitters up in my brain
I'm kneeling at your altar tryna give it all away
Tell me that I'm tripping, trying to get you to stare
Tell me I could solve em if I turned to a prayer
Why don't you chant your rituals and save my soul?
Cause walking on thin ice with you like this is getting old
Tell me that my therapy's a danger to my heart
And tell me that the Devil's the one tearing me apart
Tell me lies
Feed my soul
Help my brain
Gain control
I'm a masochist for you because you say you'll make me whole
You can sit me down in any coffee shop and tell me that
Prayer and Jesus fix my brain and body and rewire me back
You don't believe me
And if you did you'd say yourself
But instead you kick your feet back and ignore my cries for help
I'm so lost and alone
And you're craving control
I need help with these thoughts
But you don't wanna know
I guess I'm a liar
(I'm a liar)
And I'ma burn in hell if I deny you
I guess now
I'm a danger
I'm a stranger
I'm a lonely devil with a broken halo
I guess I'm a liar
(I'm a liar)
And I'ma burn in hell if I deny you
I guess now
I'm a danger
I'm a stranger
I'm a lonely devil with a broken halo
I don't like the smile, I was good up 'til the smile
If you're gonna hurt me, hurt me
Don't have me thinking about this ten years later in a therapist's office
Don't have me thinking about this ten years later in a therapist's office
Just tell me that I'm real
Say it to my face
Sometimes when I talk to you it's like I dissipate
Sometimes when I sit alone I feel nothing but hate
Sometimes when I sit with you I know you can't relate
I'm a ghost in your eyes
And my words tend to fly
Up above in the sky
Where you don't hear a cry
So you tell me it's all fake and that I can be born again
I guess God messed up my circuits as my second life began
Maybe if I'm numbed up I'll finally find some peace
Cuz if you'll never hear me this is my best release
I can't just sit around and wait for me to self-destruct
I need to get out of my head cuz my brain is stuck
Tell me lies
Feed my soul
Help my brain
Gain control
I'm a masochist for you because you say you'll make me whole
You can sit me down in any coffee shop and tell me that
Prayer and Jesus fix my brain and body and rewire me back
You don't believe me
And if you did you would say yourself
But instead you kick your feet back and ignore my cries for help
I'm so lost and alone
And you're craving control
I need help with these thoughts
But you don't wanna know
I guess I'm a liar
I'm a liar
And I'ma burn in hell if I deny you
I guess now
I'm a danger
I'm a stranger
I'm a lonely devil with a broken halo
I guess I'm a liar
I'm a liar
And I'ma burn in hell if I deny you
I guess now
I'm a danger
I'm a stranger
I'm a lonely devil with a broken halo
Walk away
Run away
Stay away
All your doubts
All your pain
Is scarin' me
Walk away
Run away
Stay away
All your doubts
All your pain
Is scarin' me
Kids, don't be afraid to say no
Anyone that asks you to use drugs is not your friend
Drugs can and will kill
Remember, don't be afraid to turn to your priest, your rabbi, your minister
Your moms, your dads, your teachers
Because drugs can kill
And if you so drugs, you go to hell before you die