Deflu - Lost Souls Lyrics

This shit got me
Thinking bout the time
When everything was still fresh in my mind

Pick up the pieces
Member days I was on the floor bleeding
Pleadin that those rapist stop beatin
But they ain't listenin they be proceeding
Stompin on my head, wish that I would stop breathing
Thought that I would be dead, during that deadly evening
The trauma be creeping up on me I swear that that night I was feeling so low
Cut everybody off after that riding solo I been on my own
That night was like 4 years ago, but shit still be hurting my soul
Can't trust nobody anymore
Cant tell if you friend or a foe

Lost Soul, tell me are we lost souls?
Riding round my town, right hand got the pole
Ever since then my heart turned cold
Nowadays it's so hard for me to stay composed
Lost soul, are we lost souls?
I gotta lot of stories that were left untold
The darkness in my heart's going out of control
Lost Soul, tell me are we lost souls?

I can't just brush it away
The pain it be building up going insane
And I been open to the change
But somedays it feels like shit is still the same
Only myself to blame
To be f*ckin round with them lames
Hatred running through my veins
A slave the way I'm stuck to these chain of memories
Thoughts of a better me doesn't exist.
The me in past I give him a kiss goodbye
And apologize for the times that I ever let that bullshit slide
I got my head in the clouds, I'm lookin down, I see myself on the ground, around, all of my loved ones crying out
As I Rest In Peace
Oh woah
RIP TO ME
Oh woahh
This my legacy
Oh woaahhhh
Lost Soul imma be

Lost Soul, tell me are we lost souls?
Riding round my town, right hand got the pole
Ever since then my heart turned cold
Nowadays it's so hard for me to stay composed