dekuran - memory lane Lyrics

Can't believe what I had before is over
Those times still tap the back of my shoulder
Looking back now the world has got colder
Holding back pain like sisyphus and his boulder

Wish all of this wasnt a mirage
All the memories hitting me like a barrage
Turn to my past for all of my scars
But it seems like I have gone too far

(Ohhh)
Got high off all the memories
Got me wondering if this is a lucid dream
I wonder what this is telling me
But I don't really care cause

What's there to gain?
Booked a flight but went on the wrong plane
It's not the same
Nostalgia hitting like memory lane
(Memory lane ay)

Wrong turn now I'm back into reality
Trying my best to ignore all the agony
Guess I can never seem to tell
If I was in heaven or hell

Guess my heart still yearns for mending
When my happiness wasnt dependant on spending
I know I'm still young and im still learning
But I can't help with all this hurting

Still high off all my memories
They keep replaying in my head like a lucid dream
Does all of this have something to tell me?
But do I really care? No

What's there to gain?
Booked a flight but went on the wrong plane
It's not the same
Nostalgia hitting like memory lane

What's there to gain?
Booked a flight but went on the wrong plane
It's not the same
Nostalgia hitting like memory lane