Delic - When i Realized It Never Mattered Lyrics

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Oooooo I
Can't believe
Can't believe
Can't believe
Can't believe
You
Oh I just wanted you in my arms
Tryna find you
I realized I lost myself
Myself
Myself
Myself
Myself
Myself
Yo
First I'ma speak on the people
That said I would never be shit
Nigga look at me now
Look at me murdering beats
And accomplishing feats
And they see
And they wondering how
Wow
All of the doubt I
Said I'd make it
And that was a vow
They see me cooking up beats in the kitchen
Envisioning visions of bread
And now they wanna chow
Second I just wanna mention
The shit that these niggas be chasin'
To keep a facade
That don't really exist
But they think that it do
So they keep doing ignorant shit
For the clout
Recently I had to view my reflection
And do my deception
I realized I needed to make an ejection
So with no objection
I'm fighting my demons
I'm throwing em' out
Now I'ma talk about you i
Saw that text
And my yellow was blue
After I rested my head on your shoulder
And there I felt more than just physical matter
I felt a connection
That ventured into the etheric
But it doesn't matter
Cus it dissipated the second you
Texted we're though I
Was bewildered
It couldn't be true
What is abandonment next to resentment
And what is resentment right next to regret
What is a rose
Writhing in pain
Watching a sun that
Won't ever set
What is a
What is love
This

Who I am
Who I am
Inside
It unfurls
Oh I can't feel my eye
Oh I can't feel my I
I

Restraint
But not disorder
Beautiful chaos unravels itself
They look at me
With words that don't speak
I wonder if they'll understand