Habit Video (MV)

Woke up on the wrong foot again
Lights don't work
Curtains are down
Smash the glass
I'm dizzy
I can't stand on two feet
Hold on to the walls
They are falling on me
I'm sorry I lied
I won't do it again
I promise
All the pain
I didn't mean to fail
If you could find it in your heart to forgive me
I'm on my knees
Please
Punish me

I hurt myself every day, I don't know why
I'm killing myself, slowly, but it's fine
I didn't learn anything from the first time
I hurt you again, I crossed the line
Some say it's my nature, in my DNA
I say, it's just a habit that brings me pain
I will teach myself the hard way
Pour me another one, drown me away

Never did I believe that I was loved
I thought you and me were both gone
Desperate times, I called no one
Measures so vile, all the memories gone
There's nothing that could bring you back
I hate myself for the picture I lack
I want you to see, I want you know that
I'd change if I could take the time back