Demon Cloud$ - Constant Self-Analysis Lyrics

Burying the past in the woods back there
I can't even say that it is fair
For us too play the game this way
I hide my emotions like clouds do the rain
Constant self analysis, when will I get it
When will these thoughts that obstruct me
From My daily life just up and leave
But whats the point now
When we're both so down
I've been making music for 10 years
Got 28 f*cking followers
No one likes it, so seriously just f*ck it
Yeah, yeah
Never even did this shit for anyone else
It was always just for me, just for myself
My own therapeutic way
To make all the bad thoughts
Go the f*ck away
Burying our past in the woods back there
I can't even say that it is fair
For you too play the game this way
I hide my emotions like clouds to the rain
Constant self analysis, when will I get it
When will these thoughts that obstruct me
From my daily life just up and leave
Like you don't care, oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Demon Clouds
You say that you don't care, what
Demon Clouds throw it up bitch
And we wiling, yeah
Demon Clouds straight styling
F*ck
Yeah my main, she even a cloud too
Probably went to Nyobi for highschool
And of course Bonus always in the back
Waiting on me to release the track
But literally I don't ever know if anything
Is for sure
And seriously I know there's lots wrong with me
My blood runs whiskey
Cus I drink too much of it
I try to numb the pain, yeah
But nothing works when I'm feeling worse
Except for a fix
Can anyone relate to this