Demonically Conscious - CALM Lyrics

You see, I know a lot of people and a lot of people know me
But if you plant the seed, you'd see it's hollow and it's lonely
And I don't really got a lotta homies
Everybody got a mask on and everybody act all phony
It's below me
Shit's bananas
But when I poured the wish out, the bliss just vanished
No manners
I'm sick of using booze as a bandage and to entertain fake f*cks who feed off damage
Get your hands off my plate, bitch
Save face
Watch your words
Bite your tongue
Or this shit's gonna burn
The next itch you bout to taste
Could be the tip of a blade by some dick that you played
It's absurd
Ain't no common sense here, hoe
And it's clear that you live for and breed drama everywhere you breathe
It's okay if you get close
Cause we're burning every bridge
Until none of us are clean
Never clean
No escape without fear
Can you hear every scream
From the demons that weep
From the depths of your dreams
Let the truth that you curved be the lies that you eat
And the soul that you lost be the love at your feet
Know the pain that you feel is just that which you caused
May the holes in your heart fill with blood and flood arcs
And just stifle the cries until all remains dark
Here, I made you a doll
Let's get you a head start
This calm feels all wrong
This calm feels so wrong
Said they know about the pain
Do they know about the pain
Do they know about the screams
Never heard through the rain
Or the night's spent wishing we could pick through our brain
Just ctrl, alt, delete
All this shit that's insane
Look
All this shit that's unsafe
All this shit that's misplaced
All this shit, big disgrace
Huh
Hold up, wait
This too strange
Hold up, wait
This too strange
All this shit
Still waiting for the day that I can see it
I threw out all the pieces of the puzzle never needed
Why's the picture uncompleted then
If the days stay gloomy
How I'm supposed to plant the seeds again
Still swallow
Still chasing down the bullshit
Been breathing
But I'm pacing with a full clip
Told the devil I might make it if this fool quits
Thinking I won't take the f*cking throne and grow some horns in
And that's a warning
You better double down
To any motherf*cker thinking sounds don't come equipped with rounds
It's just different now
It's a different bounce
Dancing with the voices
I'm alone up in this haunted house
See the picture clearly
But it's just me inside
Screaming at a broken mirror with cuts to let the pieces hide
Tell your demons hi
Give them reasons why
This calm feels all wrong
This calm feels so wrong