She asked me what if I died tonight
I told that I could never die
I'm looking for ways to set the vibe
I'm looking for Ways to make it right
Set myself aside
Paint a better life
Matter fact I'll take it
By my right
It's time that I claimed it
Roll the dice
Naw this ain't no game this is my life
Raised by grind or die
Trained in fight or fly
I been conditioned by this living
Persistent
Till it's dented
Intentions
That they feel me
Shit...
That's a given
Ooooo ahhhh
Oooahhhh
No other option
Oooo ahhhh
Oooo ahhhh
No other option
I been dealing with some haunted days
My darkest days
Pulling me all types of ways
Can't find a way
From under this crushing weight
I think I took too much on
This time
I see nothing ahead of me it's like I'm numb
Pinned down
By tragedy
Stress is my new gravity
Giving her like half of me
Please forgive my actions
Baby
But life has changed me
Tell me how I'm sposed to feel
When my brother in arms
Now asleep, steady gone
Left a hole where my heart used to be
That's PTSD
I been feeling outta place, all alone, in my zone, like I lost all my hope, left afloat
With no way I can go on
But I gotta go on cuz
I made these promises
For the once who couldn't live
For the ones who believe in me
I ain't got no other option
I ain't got no other option in this shit