Derrell Deshawn - Ptsd Lyrics

Yeah, Yeah
I'ma, I'm gon' walk my way all the way through this one
Yeah, Fayettenam shit
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
It'll change a nigga life when the door kick
Everybody on the floor don't move
Get the f*ck on the ground
Have you running through your mind who's who
And who the f*ck had their eyes on you
A lil' dope, lil' nine on you, a gold rope lil' shine on you
But when a nigga put the iron on you, it do something to the mind on you
And it's hard to forget that, nowadays still looking for some get back
10 years and I'm still tryna shake back, the lil' money that I lost I done made back
I kinda figure what I lost I can't take back, in my mind where the scars don't fade
I can't be crying to the lord in vain, I can't lie I wish all them pain
I can't die with all this shame, It's like a stain on me
No matter how much I done changed, how much I done gained
I'ma feel the same homie, f*ck these niggas cause' they're preying on me
Mama praying for me, I'ma stay lonely
Anti-Social, antidote it, with the Henny, Coke and percocept it
Pistol grip I got a pistol fetish
And I'm sleeping less because the dreams are better
One more pill, I might dream forever
One more seal, I might lean forever
One more trip, I might leave forever
Had to cut my bitch, I got a V-Vendetta
I can't trust she wont leave for better
Post traumatic, he can treat you better
Seems so dramatic, pop E for effort
And I'm so stuck, I done worked so long for it
And I don't feel no closer
I gotta pole tucked, any minute they'll go for it
And I'ma put you on a poster
It's no roses, nothing bout me bogus
I just wanna be normal
P stay focused
As the world gets colder
This lil' 30 gets warmer
Warning
Warning
Yeah