Derrick Lamar - Fallin' Lyrics

Yea
Every day is a constant struggle
Tryna
Stay fresh while I'm tryna bubble
It's like
Chewing gum but on another level
Gotta
Get ghost gotta smash the pedal
Gotta
Spit shit that'll burn the devil
I'm a
Sith Lord with the heart of a rebel
Yea
Sith Lord wit the heart of a rebel
But it's
Turning black getting darker than Kettles
I
Battle demons on a daily basis
Looking
In the mirror and I hate my face
It's Like
Self hatred Ima f*ckin racist
To my
Own self
Yet & still I'm pacing ugh
All my life I've been living in doubt
Shit
But I'm still tryna figure it out
Yea
With my job getting bigger with Clout
But I
Push dope just to even it out
Ugh
Cuz the money ain't really enough
When ya
Son say he want Yeezy n stuff
And Momma
Sayin that she don't see me enough
But I'm like, f*ck as long as you don't See me in cuffs
Shit
Shit is hard when you lonely n such
Cuz everybody and they momma Straight phony as f*ck
Shit is real when you wanna be loved
You on the grind all the time but you Wanna be loved
You all alone but you wanna be Us
Sick and tired of the wanna be thugs
Broke as f*ck but you wanna be Plush
Wanna
Open up I don't wanna be judged cuz It suck when you on the ground
Wanna be up but I'm falling
Tryina figure shit out
Work this shit out
First I'm trippin now I'm fallin
Yea, but I'm still tryina figure it out
Yea, but I'm still tryina figure it out
Cuz I'm fallin
I'm tryina figure shit out
Work this shit out, trippin now I'm
Fallin