DeShawn - What If Lyrics

What if I made all this made all this music
Then nobody listened
What if I gave up on my dream
Without an explanation
What if I gave in every night
To this depression
What if I lost everything I own
My most prized possessions
What if I never apologized to my mother for calling her a bitch and telling I hate her
I love you mama
What if I never dropped out of college
Got an education
Maybe I'll be in a better situation
What if I never got my heart broken back in 2013
What if everything ain't really what it seem
Maybe I'm overreacting or
Maybe it's the anxiety
Maybe it's society telling me who I should be in life at 27
What if I never think I'm good enough
What if I am good enough
What if I never learn my lesson
What if I missed out on my blessings
What if I never make it out the 757
Like Missy and Push and Timbaland and Pharrell
Word to Chris and Trey too

All these questions I'm asking
Can alternate my past
Give me a peace of mind
They say you leave the past
Where it is the past
The mountain you gotta climb

What if I listened to all those people who said I couldn't sing
What if I never dreamed big
And wanted better things
What if I didn't care about what other people thought about me
What if my mom and dad had enough
And had given up on me
What if I let my brothers and sisters down
That's like my worst nightmare
What if I never found my own sound
What if I never sell a record
What if I never have a concert
What if I never have a fan base
What if I'm never embraced

All these questions I'm asking
Can alternate my past
Give me a peace of mind
They say you leave the past
Where it is the past
The mountain you gotta climb