Self Sabotage Video (MV)

I'm hard on me
Perfectionistic tendencies
Self-Critical
Intrusive thoughts are drowning me
Telling myself I'm better off alone
Being closed off is all I've ever known
Holding myself back
From what I can achieve
Secretly scared
Everyone is judging me
Why can't I let myself be happy
Self-sabotage is so demanding
I doubt myself to much
So tired of getting stuck
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the ether
And now I can't get myself out
I think I've had enough
I'm feeling so fed up
The more that I try
The more I realize
That I can't hide from my
Self-Sabotage
There's so much pressure
That I put on myself
Make one mistake
And it feels like I have failed
Keep my expectations on a pedestal
It's getting hard tryin' to play it cool
I'm my biggest enemy
And no one even knows
Scared to let people in
In case they let me go
It's getting hard for me to breathe
Suffocated by my insecurities
I doubt myself to much
So tired of getting stuck
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the ether
And now I can't get myself out
I think I've had enough
I'm feeling so fed up
The more that I try
The more I realize
That I can't hide from my
Self-Sabotage
Why do I keep getting in my own way
I won't let myself rain on my parade
I doubt myself to much
So tired of getting stuck
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the ether
And now I can't get myself out
I think I've had enough
I'm feeling so fed up
The more that I try
The more I realize
That I can't hide from my
Self-Sabotage
I doubt myself to much
So tired of getting stuck
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the ether
And now I can't get myself out
I think I've had enough
I'm feeling so fed up
The more that I try
The more I realize
That I can't hide from my
Self-Sabotage